nothing

nothing..this day was just an ordinary day..i'm still doing my best to be happy (and i am) and to live my life as it is..thanks to those who taught me that ( they know who they are ) i'm not mad..and i know they are not, too..i know nothing change..but on the second thought..some things change.. althought it was for the better..!! between me and them?? we all understand what it is..i know we are much stronger than before..and we will always be..

no matter what..thank you

i hope you guys enjoy this video

j.p.a.m.a.r.a

so..

pendek je statement ni..

but very meaningful..

bila ALLAH cepat makbulkan doamu..

maka ALLAH menyayangimu..

bila ALLAH lambat makbulkan doamu..

maka ALLAH ingin mengujimu..

bila ALLAH tidak makbulkan doamu..

maka ALLAH merancang sesuatu yg lebih baik untuk mu..

oleh itu..

sentiasalah bersangka baik pada ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan pun..

..jangan sedih slay..hehe..

for those who got their jpa and mara..be grateful because ALLAH loves you..

for those who still didnt get their offer letters..hahah..be patient..because ALLAH wanna test you..

last but not least..for those who didnt get their jpa or mara..dont be sad..because ALLAH has a better plan for you..

teacher's day

WORDS OF DEDICATION

I owe very much of my current level of knowledge, particularly how to survive in this world related, to teachers of SMSTJ. They provided the spark to kickstart my fervent pursuance of wisdom in many areas. Their demonstration of analytical power and high-level perspective in dissecting current issues and various topics greatly influenced my way of thinking.

Even now, I still benefit a great deal from the discussions with them.Their incisive mind, dedication to education, thought-provoking teaching style, open and encouraging manner are no doubt a valuable asset of Malaysia's education.

I would like to express my utmost gratitude to teachers of SMSTJ. They are certainly among the most important figures in my youth development years. Thank you for bringing me to the bigger world.

i miss the morning assembly

ni pulak cikgu..eh..ni mattong..ingat cikgu mane tadi..hehe

The dearly departed never fade away completely as we strive to hold on to the memory that is a part of our lives. Mortality is a subdued thought that is always scratching from the back of our minds; if nobody remembers them, will they be completely gone and erased? What about the loved ones that had a mere brief flash of existence? How do we hold on to them? Reflect on them over the faces that we know? Will they always be the face that brings back the memory of pain and loss? While we, the ones who walk the earth and attempt to sustain immortality through family and deeds will nonetheless be washed away by the sands of time. Time will pass,memories may fade, but love will always keep us together. At least i feel that is how it should be...

freak

suddenly i got an idea nak tulis pasal ape kat second post ni..bile x leh tido ni banyak lak idea datang..hehe..ok la..let me start the story mory..

a few days ago my friend and i were bitchin bout some serious stuffs…but only dis time

we werent talkin bout the poyo kids down the street or whose making the headlines..my friend started askin "remember tak zaman dulu2…zaman baru nak naik" and i was like "hell yeah…those were the good ol’ days!!"

hehe it occured to me dat so far the best days of my life were during my ‘teenage-era’ not because i passed my exams with flying colors or because i always had hot dates which kept me drooling at nights…but it was more because i spent those days wif muh buddies…f**k it if im being emotional…damn it but it’s worth it

straight away my friend plugged in his external hard disk and we went browsing through pics of the early days(thank you GOD for giving my friend a digital cam)hehe…man i had a great laugh going through those pics…i mean everything was so different back then…the hairstyles…the clothes…wut we do during weekends…the ppl we hang out with….the need of recognition and to be seen in the ‘clique’…the naughty stuffs hehehe it was all part and parcel of growing up…(malu aku nak tunjuk kat anak2 bile dah tua nanti…ni ha daddy mase zaman muda2 dulu….stylo tak ?muehehe)

and as we browse through those pics

form 1 & form 2

form 3

form 4 pulak

4 khawa

4 farghani

4 farabi

4 batani

4 zahrawi

form 5

gamba ni menunjukkan segala kesialan yg ade terhadap abu..die piki die bole tipu aku..dah la time spm lak tu..die makan makanan yg aku order kat cikgu..

die makan cam gampang..pastu die pegi bilik ape ntah(aku dah lupe name bilik tu..serius..ala..tempat kite selalu kumpul sblom gi dewan pekse..time tu tengah tengok movie..) pastu dengan selamba badak die cakap nasi aku cikgu x beli..

pastu kantoi ngan aku..camni ko bwat kat aku abu..??kawan ko ni bai..

haha..naseb bek ko pandai amek ati aku..bagi aku macam2 la..abu..ko memang bespren aku la..time form 4 la..pastu time form 5 ko pentingkan diri ko pindah bawah..koi..haha..

band t.i.c trust in circa

wow

aku ensem..wat more can i say..

i began to realize that the pic is evolving…through the years slowly everything starts to change…the clothes we wore…the funky hairstyles…our looks and physical appearance…the ‘clique’ started downsizing…and we started to become more mature…it was more of an external part of changes with external triggers…but one thing i noticed which didnt change was the friendship of the ppl in the pics…they were the ones whose been through the good and the bad and the ugly…and that’s when i find the quote "we ride together…we die together" fits the whole situation…although i have friends but these few ppl are different in they’re own ways…they’ve influenced me alot in life and been thru thick and thin..they were muh buddies

for all my friends out there, we learn bout eachother through the years…trying to understand one another and the fun that comes along with it….and time slowly seperates us with our daily activities and our commitments…but one thing i do hope is dat in a way we would still stay d same…i thanked GOD for giving me those good years and for letting me meet these ppl…they’ve put colors in my life and really helped me appreciate the good, the bad and the ugly…have a nice day!

looking forward for more great years with u guys…